Maharishikaa – Why not to awaken Kundalini shakti
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Esteban: Namaskaar
Maharishikaa: What’s your name?
Esteban: Esteban
Maharishikaa: Esteban, is that a Spanish name?
Esteban: Yes, but I am not… I just experienced… uh… the Kundalini was blocked in my head and I was struggling with it for… years, I would say… and just now it entered here and I was in so much pain…
Maharishikaa: Now you have it?
Esteban: I’m better, but it’s in it… and I just give you that experience to know what I need to do with it.
Maharishikaa: Can you sit down on the ground?… sit down… bend… meaning you… you… you just lie on your stomach… face your head towards me… fully flat on the ground… put your arms out… saashtanga, like this… just lie there for a moment… just very quiet, relax everything… shoulders relaxed… yeah, relax… are your shoulders relaxed?… ok… just see a little bit quietly there a moment… I’ll just take a few questions, then I’ll come to you, ok?… just stay there a moment… yes… Just a second… Esteban… how’s it feeling?
Esteban: It just went up…
Maharishikaa: …it went out?
Esteban: …it went down…
Maharishikaa: …you’re feeling ok? …feeling better?… you’ll… just lie there a little moment longer… if it starts to hurt you, you can get up otherwise just stay there a moment, ok? and just connect with me… it’ll all be fine… yes…
Deshna: Namaskaar Maiyaa… so I don’t know why this came up now but it feels like a sort of sudden… realization… that…
Maharishikaa: How is the… have you been doing any practices?… Kundalini practices?… yes… under some teacher, or…?
Esteban: Shaktipat initiation…
Maharishikaa: Shaktipat… Is it quiet now?
Esteban: Yes
Maharishikaa: You see all these Kundalini… you know…
Kundalini Shakti Maa – She’s awake… She doesn’t have to be awakened by anybody
… She doesn’t… what happens is that all these things disturb Her, and then She starts to get… tough, you know… I would suggest to you to just not do those things anymore…
just be in surrender, you know just… it’s simple… it’s much more simple… and then you’ll start sitting in the body again…
I mean it’s fascinating what she’s experienced because that’s what I’ve been talking about… it’s that real, it’s that material… and the thing is that, that is a joy which cannot match with… I mean, or rather… the joy of these conceptual experiences or even of that awakening and all that stuff… it’s one millionth of what this is… here… you know… you can feel that grounding?
Esteban: Yeah, it’s started…
Maharishikaa: pain is gone… in the back?
Esteban: yes… yes…
Maharishikaa: a little less? …ah, that’s good…
Esteban: Actually, I… when you were talking about putting your attention here, I felt it directly
Maharishikaa: Yes
Esteban: for like fifteen minutes it was so strong, and then my… it moved and the energy went back into here and I had so much pain, and now I… I feel a relief.
Maharishikaa: So, in your case what has happened is that… the… the Shakti, the Kundalini… Mother… Kundalini Maa actually… She has been disturbed by all these practices… so what happens… if you disturb something then it starts to react… it starts to push here, there… here, there… So, if you are in a situation again in the future… today you were here… we could quiet it down, right?… what you do is, you immediately think of being in this Satsang… keep me in your mind and bend down…
Esteban: Yes
Maharishikaa: and after a while it’ll stop…
Esteban: Ok
Maharishikaa: and then you can gradually start to bend to the master within… because this is a very… like it can become very, very, very painful… like it’s… you know, it’s that extreme… we don’t want to go there, right?
Esteban: No
Maharishikaa: So you have to bend down now… there’s no other way…
Esteban: Ok
Maharishikaa: and as much as possible come to the Satsangs when I’m here so you can train the system to bend like that… you know, you’ll be quietened down… that is that thing we were talking about today… about the ability to quiet down… I… that is there, over here in this system… I don’t know from where it comes, but it’s like that… so… there are hundreds of thousands of people who have… messed with Kundalini Maa, and now She’s… and they have pain, they have all kinds… mad… like anything… You are lucky that you’re here, so you just… I know it’s the only way to go… I don’t know any other way… so
bend down… surrender, surrender, surrender… lifelong… it will never end, this process… but finally, you have to go towards the Soul…
And try not to do all these practices of asking yourself… ‘who am I?’… this, that and all… you don’t have to know who you are, it’s… it’s not necessary to know that… just always quiet, and in surrender… If you feel any pain, bend down… it’ll go away… again stand up… surrender… and be careful in sexuality… don’t just sleep around with just anybody it’s not possible for somebody like you to do that anymore… you understand?
Esteban: Yes
Maharishikaa: Be careful how you… with whom you engage… what are the energies of the other person… Did you feel the energy leaving the system… moving out of the head?
Esteban: No, it’s in it…
Maharishikaa: it’s still inside?
Esteban: yes…
Maharishikaa: yeah, maybe it will slowly quiet down because you’ve come here I guess and start to move laterally… it would be new because I’ve never had someone who’s not my student with whom this has happened… so just keep us informed…
Esteban: yes…
Maharishikaa: …how long are you here in Rishikesh?
Esteban: Seven days
Maharishikaa: Ok, so you come whenever you can… and don’t do all those practices… really… because you’re messing around with something and the sad part is that those teachers that start to meddle with the Kundalini and awake… they don’t know how to quiet it down afterwards… they don’t know what to do and then the people are in that state and then they are alone in this world with neurological disorders… massive pain in the system… blinding headaches, all of that will happen… What do you… what is your profession?… what do you do for a living?
Esteban: I do music, I do music videos…
Maharishikaa: That’s how you make your money… yeah…
Esteban: I’m also a copy writer for brands, as well
Maharishikaa: For? …brands… yeah. So, that’s fine… just also, when you’re doing music try to… not to go into like… blissing out stuff, you know what I mean?… just be present, keep your eyes open… when you’re making music… try not to close the eyes…
Esteban: This was what was preventing me from singing for like a year or so…
Maharishikaa: Now you’ll be able to sing but… piano, piano… because you’re a musician…
Esteban: Yes
Maharishikaa: How’s it going, it’s quietened down?… yes… if it reappears, you just bend down like… but its not just physically bending down… it’s surrender… actual… you know… almost like a devotional surrender… yeah… and just down… if it starts, the pain…
Maharishikaa: How are you doing…
Esteban: It’s moving…
Maharishikaa: now?… but not hurting?
Esteban: emotions… so this third chakra is…
Maharishikaa: Unity consciousness… it’s trying to actually… that surrender has to come there then it’ll move, again… then it’ll start moving laterally… if you don’t allow it to go out… or rather, you can’t stop anything but you try to… surrender… bend down… more and more people… you know… Namaskaar…
Questioner 2: I’m a hundred percent with you on the surrender part… totally agree… totally get it… can you put ‘love’ in words… because I’ve been there reading ‘Surrender to Love’and I had this question when somebody else was asking… you said love is an emotion… can you expand on that, please?
Maharishikaa: Well, actually I said that in a context of course and
when I say ‘Surrender to Love’ what I’m speaking about is actually the… the Soul itself…
Esteban: Namaskaar. There’s just a big need to say ‘thank you’ to you… because I have been attending for five days and it changed a lot inside… and… yeah, I just feel a lot of gratitude to you
Maharishikaa: Pain is less?
Esteban: Yes… yes…
Maharishikaa:
So, you remember when you leave you’re leaving soon, I remember you said… in six days or something… if the pain arises, now you know what to do right?
Esteban: Yeah, exactly…
Maharishikaa: and that’s lifelong…
Esteban: Yes
Maharishikaa: It doesn’t just go away, it’s lifelong like that… but that’s fine, it’s a chance for you to be in that surrender… you like him are the same creature… it’s a chance for you to be in surrender…no?
Esteban: Yes
Maharishikaa: So it’s beautiful also… I accept your gratitude… I feel very strange when someone says ‘thank you’… it’s like, no, it’s not me… you know… If you ever… if something ever happens… your name is Esteban, right?… if something ever happens, or there is some… some… you just be in touch… you can contact… there’s an email there are a couple of saadhaks, they’ll read it and… sometimes it takes a while to respond because there’s that many works to do but we will… especially when it’s a disturbed Kundalini… we take special care because we know that it’s just not possible so easily to… to actually relieve it… but now you have the key… so that’s good…
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